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Name: Kristina
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Staten Island
Interests: Biology, math (I really really love trig graphs and trig functions. They can be annoying but I really do love it), surgery, dissecting things, cats, animals in general, people, singing, dancing, love, american history, stuff. Everythinggggggg... it can't be boring however.
Expertise: Sleeping and eating.
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  cheergrlnbr1
Member Since:
8/14/2005
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| "Last Summer" by the Lost Prophets
The Friday sun bears down again
As we drive without friends
And on these longest days we spend
All the time trying to pretend
That our stories could be true
Our chance to be cool
The setting sunset says the day is through
If only we knew...
And we all sit around here in our home town
Listen to the waves as they all crash down
And watch the fire as it slowly burns away
Glowing embers fly across the sky
Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer
The view from our last summer...
We trace the sun across the sky
And we laugh till we cry
Always so hard to say goodbye (good bye)
And we all sit round here in our home town
It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss
The memories, I hope they'll never fade
Glowing embers lie across the sky
Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
Alive to watch it all, the view through our last summer
The view from our last summer...
I would stop time to stay with you
I would stop time so we don't move
I would stop time
I would stop time
I would stop time to keep you
Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer
This really sums up how I feel right now. I know technically it isn't my last summer.. but I feel as though it is my last summer as a kid. I leave for college in 5 hours. Saying goodbye to Doris was probably the saddest thing ever. I want to go but I don't want to. How can I go without seeing my best friends for months at a time? How can I not see Olive everyday. How can I fall asleep without Olive sleeping right by my side? Oh man this is making me more depressed. Just when the summer got good, just when I friendships started to really take off, college crept up on me. UHhhhhhhhhhhh
I guess next time I write in this i'll be in college. Wow thats weird to say. | | |
| Sometimes I really envy my cats. They have such a wonderful life. Everyday, they lounge around, sleep when they want a nap, eat when they want a bite of food, play when they need entertainment, watch TV (yes, they do!), and they constantly have people that love them and massage them and pet them, and I mean all the time. Besides gluttony, sleeping all the time, and being treated like a Queen, they also can run away whenever they are scared. The other night there was a thunderstorm and my cat Samantha darted into the basement. My dad said, "Samantha's going to hide..." Although I know i'm human and that I need to face my fears, it would be so nice to just run away from what's bothering me or run away from reality. I feel like I need a break from life for a second. I need somewhere I can go where no one else is. Some place that's all for me where I can hide and cuddle up in a ball and pretend that everything will be ok. Too much is going on right now. Argh!
Anyway.... back to reality. | | |
| WOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWW *continue for a few minutes* ..
I have not written in this xanga for almost a year!!! This is nuts!! I was reading on some of my old entries and boy have I grown! I sound so immature and freakish! Ew! Anyway.. some updates on me:
-I will be attending the University of the Sciences in Philadelphia. Right now i'm Undeclared/Pre-med. Woo hoo.
-My hair is very short, but most of you who read this probably know that already.
-I moved. No more katan avenue. *cries* That was probably one of the hardest things i've ever dealt with. I seriously cried for about 2 weeks straight. Man I miss my old house.
-I drive now. Yay!.. No new car though.. I travel in the metfan van (my lisense plate is METSFANS).. although now that my brother is gone I have his car for all of a week!!! (because I move in on Friday)
-I graduated Hill. Thank God.
-My grandparents moved to Staten Island (my fathers parents) .. I duno why I wrote that..
I can't really think of anything else that's new. I'm pretty much the same person. OOOHh.. i'm a vegetarian now! woot woot.
Anywayyyyyyy
Tomorrow i'm going to write a long blog about college and stuff because it has really been bothering me. I would say more now but it can wait. Peace out. | | |
| I'm really excited. In the past two days I did a lot of my puzzle. It looks really nice. I probably have about 100-150 piecies to go.... Woo hoo! | | |
| This entry isn't going to be grammatically correct because it's more of a venting entry and i honestly dont even care anymore. WTFFFFFFF?!!!!!! Can someone please explain to me what a friend is. Because i certainly dont know. i try to be such a good friend and what do i get in return!? NOTHING. NADA. ZIPPO. ZILCH. yeah. i got surgery on friday. a lot of people knew. and what did i get? not one phone call asking me how i was doing? no. one person came to visit me. ISAAC. and i love him for that. and im not even saying that i wanted people to come visit me cause that doesnt matter. all i wanted was a phone call or two from my "friends" asking me how i was doing. the day of my surgery i called someone to say happy birthday and left a message. i ddidnt even get a returning phone call. wtf? im not asking for flowers or for gifts.. just a phone call! just a freaking thought thru these freakin peoples minds!
i try to get all my friends to hang out all the time.. meaning my old friends.. i call them.. i ask them to do things.. and what do i get? a ,,yeah okay ill call you later.. and then no call! wtffffffff.. you know what .. i just give up on all these people because friendship is a two way street.. and it looks like im the only one walkin down it right now. geeeez. no offense to any girls reading this but this is why I HATE GIRLS.. growing up i mostly had friends that were boys because there were never any girls on my block. i guess i got too used to that. urrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhh
(this entry was not directed toward one particular person)
AAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHH.. my stomach hurts =( stupid surgery
damn that felt good | | |
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